when you have doubts and you dont know which to choose... how you end it... how you fight it
the fight could be so long that more doubts come up and they become endless
is it ok to feel tired... not wanting to fight anymore and just let it go
does that mean i just want the easy way out or maybe that's the best way to do
can we make a decision we wont regret knowing there is a cloud of doubts surround it
i guess that's become taking a risk
i just need a leap of faith and jump over that cloud of doubts
yup abundance of faith
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cit...happy new year and welcome back to seattle :). you aren't the only one with doubts lingering around mong :p most of the time i feel what you feel, not sure what to do. thinking of things that's beyond my arm reach and everytime i tried to solve one doubt/problem, it will lead to another new doubts leaving me so tired and not wanting to fight n just let everything go (aka running away :p). i think you just might have to fight for things that you believe in even there's a cloud of doubts surround it. it's risky but don't you think you might regret it if you dont make the decision just becoz there's a cloud of doubts around it? yeah.. we definitely need lots of faith to deal with this insecurity...that's easier to say than to do it and truthfully, i think i'm still swimming in those sea of doubts.. haven't found the courage or faith to jump over that cloud of doubts. so many "what if" questions running in my head. hehehhehe so hope you are feeling better :)
thanks jen
I feel better now :)
Yup i guess it's hard to make a decision esp when you're not 100% abt it. But i guess i'll stick wit it and see what happens. good or bad i dont know but i guess i'm ready to accept the consequences. I guess you can have doubts but dont let the doubts be the one that determine who u are and ur choices.
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