Looking Back and Moving On...

cant help it
my next story is still related to my previous work... even though i promise to post about something else :P
i gave my old workplace a visit today.. bringing some indo food (bought from indo cafe) for them to try
it was nice seeing everyone... except my boss... he was too busy having meeting all day
i actually stayed there for 2 hours trying to catch up with everyone else
hearing one story from another... make me miss the old days
my heart went weak when i saw my supervisors... they were very busy back in the production
i can tell even just by looking at their faces... their smiles were not the ones that "light up" when they are happy
my production manager teased me by saying if i would like to get my coat back today so i could help them at the back haha
i wish i can... really... there is always little voice inside of me saying that i would like to volunteer
i almost discussed that issue with my boss right before i left... but i know no good consequences would come for the long run so i just kept that on my own
let it be a little promise that i could never offer

i had mixed feelings when i left but it was a good visit... definitely be back again some other time
i then took a short trip to tacoma and just hanging out there for a couple hours
well actually i spent 2 of those hours at starbucks doing my hw :P
i crossed the bridge where cihully works were displayed
still amazed each time looking at those art works
miss erlin too.... reminds me of those moments last year

i think i said this before
moments are there to look back to but they also there as the courage to look and move forward